Privilege and What Not

My insomnia has been really bad this week and it has reduced my productivity both at home and at work. Anyway, tonight though, I planned to do better with my insomnia and write something that has been bothering my mind for, quite frankly, a long time.
Okay, where do I start? The start of my journe…

Anesthesia Rotation: My Most Exciting Weeks!

Sooooo, I have been coming to the hospital at 8 in the morning and going back home at 2 or 3 PM and coming back to the hospital at 5 PM to follow up on the patients daily. Needless to say, I felt really tired and even got lightheaded pretty bad yesterday, but I managed to be fit today, alhamdulill…

Life: Do I Wither Up and Disappear or Continue Fighting My Battles?

My psychiatry attending told me there are a lot of things happening in the world right now, there are a lot of things happening inside of a person, a lot of problems you may not see from the surface. You can still understand them, though, with communication; listening. The language barrier that I …

Some Memories from Last Year

I was just scrolling down my Photo Gallery and found these pictures with my friends. Oh, how time flies! Tim is in Philippine, Raihan is in Jogja, CU is in Kebumen, Inov is in Jogja, Naela is in Jogja, Verlita is in Madiun, Fifa is in Kebumen, mba Cynthia is in Jogja, Tikya is in Jogja, and bang W…

Good Luck, Seniors!

Recently received great news from my seniors, mas Fikri and mas Adri, that alhamdulillah they have passed Ujian Tapis and are preparing themselves for UKMPPD batch May 2019. Bismillah... I pray for your success abang-abang aku! Thank you for guiding us to be the best version of student-doctors, se…

World Hearing Day 2019: Check Your Hearing!

Unaddressed hearing loss has impacts such as increased costs to healthcare services and loss of productivity. Unaddressed hearing loss doesn't only impacts the individuals with the condition but also their families. For example, children with hearing loss can have delayed speech that would hind…

My Favorite Little Man

Look whom I met at the hospital yesterday night, my favorite little man! I was hoping not to meet anyone but fortunately, I bumped into my cousin kk Fira and got to pour my love to this little amazing smart boy! Love, love, love!

On Choosing A Cherished Desire, Chasing A Dream

You spent some time, years actually: from a little kid going to kindergarten to a high school student, figuring out what you really want to do for the rest of your life. You found that one thing you think you want to do for the rest of your life. You involved yourself in the process, but then some …

Sudah Tenang Belum?

"Sudah tenang belum?" adalah pertanyaan wajib yang harus saya tanyakan kepada diri sendiri setiap pagi, setiap hari. Semacam ritual lah. Pikiran-pikiran automatisasi saya, yang adalah negatif, kerap muncul pagi-pagi sekali dan menganggu niat saya menjalani hari. Kata psikiater saya, jeni…