Zhifa
A passionate young soon-to-be medical doctor with interest in writing and #HealthForAll

Rindu?

diluar hujan masih basah, 
mendung dikepalaku juga belum usai... 
but the thought of you drives the dark clouds away, 
walaupun masih meninggalkan sedikit dingin 
dan memaksaku pakai kaos kaki.

Semicolon; dan Titik.

jatuh sakit;
mengobati diri sendiri.
dirundung sepi; aku masih tetap tidak peduli.


MUN x Medicine

Rough yet surreal week, flower and chocolate, friends and enemies, sleepless nights and Oreos, draft resolutions and 3000 words essay on MTBS, I had survived and continue will!

Mahasiswa Tidak Boleh Cengeng

Malu dikit dong! udah disebut mahasiswa tapi masih aja bawa perasaan sana sini. Profesional dong! udah disebut maha itu harusnya waktu belajarnya ditambah, frekuensi bagi ilmu semakin menjadi-jadi, buat kajian lebih banyak, belajar harus lebih mati-matian.
Satu yang paling penting, jangan terlalu …

Untuk Ambon

untuk belasan tahunmu yang penuh bahagia, pertemanan, cerita lucu, konflik, sekolah, pohon mangga depan rumah, sekolah asrama, sekolah negeri, lari pagi di lapangan merdeka, nasi kelapa di batu merah, pantai bagus yang sederhana, speedboat warna-warni di pelabuhan, ambon plaza tempat nonton 21 saa…

The Self-Love

The perks of living alone in a far off city?  You get stressed out, somehow recover and then you adapt.
After living a long 2,5 years alone in Yogyakarta, I get to get things done on my own. I also make the better judgment about people, whom I can trust, whom I should only associate myself with for …

Doctor Strange

Title: Doctor Strange
Year released: 2016
Genre: Action, Fantasy
Duration: 1hr 55 mins
Director: Scott Derrickson
Writers: John Spaihts, Scott Derrickson, C. Robert Cargill
Cast: Benedict Cumberbatch, Rachel McAdams, Chiwetel Ejiofor, Tilda Swinton, Mads Mikkelsen, Benedict Wong, and other amazing …

The Order

Setiap sudut kota Jogja itu romantis
selama aku tidak sendiri
dan ada kamu yang menemani.

Jangan kemana-mana,
tetap disini,
temani aku sampai selesai!



Either/Or

Dear Elliott Smith,



Let me start with your very first album made public on 1994, the Roman Candle album, the obvious beauty of the song No Name #3  "watched the dying day, blushing in the sky, everyone is uptight, so come on night, everyone is gone... home to oblivion~ home to oblivion~"…

To Haruki Murakami

コんばんわ, Haruki Murakami!
I did it on purpose, using the Japanese writing of good evening in this letter to appreciate your place of birth. anyhow, Sir, I'm very thankful for being introduced to your books in this lifetime. I'm writing this letter in the midst of finishing my college assignmen…

Wanita dan Pria Terhebat

Assalamualaikum, QS. Luqman : 14! Teruntuk papa, sumber semangat hidup Nazhifah Junia dan teruntuk mama, wanita paling ajaib dan baik hati di seantero jagad raya, yang saat ini sedang terpisah 2000 sekian kilometer jauhnya.
Mama dan papa, mungkin ini akan terlihat begitu lucu dan sok-sweet karena …

Perkara Meninggalkan dan Ditinggalkan

Saya baru saja sadar bahwa hidup ini memang dipenuhi dengan berbagai macam pilihan-pilihan yang memusingkan -at least for me- tapi mungkin sama sekali biasa untuk orang kebanyakan. Pilihan-pilihan yang banyak itu meliputi apakah hari ini masih ingin terus berjuang? atau lebih kepada… adakah yang ma…

The Hurt

Before tonight ends, before I finish drowning in Birdy's album, I'd like to outline this one part of her song titled Lost It All,
A bitter heart, you let me down But you'll never lose, what you'll never found
I interpreted that part as; it's okay to be brokenhearted, to have your…

The People of Tutorial 7

"But Ma, I'm afraid with the new tutorial group. How if they can't accept me?" That was my exact words to my mother after the announcement of our second-year medical tutorial groups. Here in Faculty of Medicine, Universitas Islam Indonesia, tutorial groups (sort of a FGD consisting…

The Ending

Death; no longer breathing, no longer living… in a blink of an eye, just like that, poof; you're done.
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Saya teringat dengan percakapan mengenai kematian yang pernah saya lakukan dengan seorang teman pada suatu hari, beberapa tahun yang lalu. Tentang bagaimana kematian itu selalu berjalan berd…

The Girl on The Train

Title: The Girl on The Train Author: Paula Hawkins Publisher: Riverhead Books Year published: 2015 Pages: 478 Format: Paperback Price: IDR 125.000 (at Periplus Book Store)



EVERYDAY THE SAME  Rachel takes the same commuter train every morning and night. Every day she rattles down the track, flashes past a s…

The Goals

Hello, all! It has been quite a while since the last time I updated this blog... Anyways, I'm back! In this post, I'm going to list down my future plans/goals that hopefully can all be achieved before I settled down (I'm planning to get married when I'm 25 or 26 years old, now I'…

Thoughts on Love

Martina McBride's My Valentine is my companion on this dark Sunday too early morning. Its 2AM and I oddly feel simultaneously in love and brokenhearted, well maybe it has to do with me being the "weird girl" or maybe its just the weather or maybe I'm missing home, maybe I miss eat…